It's back. That sinking feeling.The anger.The frustration. I'm back home.
No it's no joke. I thought I was over it. But old habits die hard. The episodes of manic rage.
The urge to harm......the excessive drinking....the feeling of not being enough. The feeling of evil, the rush.
The chains that went away.
Why do I feel tied down when I am supposed to have freed myself?
The question is....
What do I do about it?
No it's no joke. I thought I was over it. But old habits die hard. The episodes of manic rage.
The urge to harm......the excessive drinking....the feeling of not being enough. The feeling of evil, the rush.
The chains that went away.
Why do I feel tied down when I am supposed to have freed myself?
The question is....
What do I do about it?
4 comments:
stop fighting the pain and the will to get over it. Accept it. Hurt is what keeps us alive and then, thankfully, nothing stays forever :)
aJ
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