Thursday, January 06, 2011


An acquaintance just landed on the cover of Cosmopolitan magazine....which sucks ,because now she's way out of my league....also I've noticed, attractive people are deleting me off their lists or are not actively interacting with me anymore. I don't know why. 

It could be because I have lost my touch..........I'm not as witty as I was...and I can't come up with stuff anymore. 

It could be because I'm feeling really lazy lately...maybe it's a winter thing.
Guess who?

It could be because I'm being a cocky bastard, who couldn't care less.

Or it could be because I'm bored. Or it could be because I'm picky. 

My girlfriend tells me it's healthy to occasionally flirt with other girls. In fact she was pushing me to have fun at a party which she couldn't attend with me.....I don't get at all......just like her gifting me two M&Bs for my birthday. I don't know whether to be concerned about all of these things, or about myself., or is it just a phase?

Is it possible that I am not as attractive as I thought I was? 


IcE MaiDeN said...

um.. she gifted you WHAT? er...?

Disguise said...

Yes, it's possible.

Meher S B said...

I don't think so. A case of low self esteem. Its a phase, you'l get out of it. And I'm sure, gf is just giving you space.

Dandelion said...

your gf acts supportive n you want to be concerned??????
take my advice dude: ENJOY!!!!

Anonymous said...

Guys read M&B?

Anonymous said...

And the attractiveness, either you create a lasting impression, be in the right places at the right time..or yes ppl will forget you.

Purba said...

Inside info -> most intelligent girls don't care about looks.

And I already like your girlfriend, but M&B's??

Amogh said...

Okay you got shoes for ur B'day..cant be dat bad..

Anyway..well relationships aren't my forte...all I can say is hopefully you'll bounce Back

Dust yourself off and get back in the saddle...Good Luck!!

nil said...

I think it's winters. And the fact that you've been indifferent lately.
It's a phase.

pyvb said...

woah!your girl luks interesting :D
with a good sense of humour :P M&B

UjjwalRaaj said...

Hmm....thanks guys.

@Meher: You took it a bit too seriously Haha, I don't give a damn. People hate me they're the ones missing out. Lol. I love being egoistic.

@Dadnelion : I AM!! It's just a bit different that's all so yeah :D

@Anonymous: Well, I don't. I'm not sure about the other ones. I think I am one of those people who create a lasting impression >:)

@Purba: I know. It's the secret of my success :D Haha.

@Amogh and IcE : Mills@Boons.Modern. The blue ones that have nothing but soft porn in a sappy setting. NOT Shoes.

She also wrote inside "Read this one, no matter how embarrassing it is"


@Nilanjana : I've been indifferent? :|

@Pyvb (Like I can't guess who you are :P )

Her sense of humor scares me at times.......

nil said...

See what I mean? :-)

UjjwalRaaj said...

^^No I don't :|

Essay Tea said...

part of me wants to sympathize. part of me wants to tell you to get over yourself. all of me wanted to think up something extremely clever to say in this last line but was unable to.

Monty said...

Any girl that gives you M&B as a birthday gift has you by the balls.

Assuming it was done so with a sense of humor, you'd do well to treasure her.

On the other hand, this could explain why you currently seem to be oozing self pity.