Sunday, March 18, 2012

Baggage.

I admit it. You've been through hell. More than once. Hell in it's entirety would be an understatement for what you've had to face and what you've had to do to deal with it. It hurts me. It seems almost unbelievable. Too fucked up to be true.But I want to tell you that you're much stronger than you think. You're much stronger than the entire set of people you come to class with raised to the power of ten.

I have little sympathy for what you've been through, because that is the last thing you would want. No. I have all the love and respect one could hope for. I know you sometimes find it hard to keep the faith and do something in life, but know this, you can.

I do not appreciate your lack of concern for your health, and your well being. I do not appreciate your lack of self esteem.

I cannot change your outlook to the world, for you have seen the worst of it. But all I wish is for you to find that person, that place ,that thing that keeps you happy and makes you see that in the end, life is a gift worth living.
You have a beautiful voice that deserves to be heard, You have a brilliant mind that needs it's fodder. 

You may think you're good at hiding your thoughts from the world. You maybe right. But I can see through you....and  I admit, I may not be able to process every detail or every story and emotion to it's optimum accuracy. But a primal sense and realization of what's positive and what's negative is a trait that I've been born with.

You build your walls, you believe you live in this enclosed space, you like to believe you're numb. But you're far from it. And you know it.

Life is not a chore anymore love. Not with me around. And you of all people know how seriously I take my work, and how I don't stop until I see uniformity in thought, action and outcome.

There will be times when you will hate me, loathe me, wish you had never met me and I shall return the feelings with all the energy I have, I guarantee it.

.....but..... that love, is the beauty of the way this universe works........mysteriously....and magically.

Mucho Amore.

14 comments:

IceMaiden said...

Sigh. <3

Kinara :) said...

Just, if you could :( !

Anonymous said...

papi. 3rd line , 6th word. mistake.

subhorup dasgupta said...

what a wonderful way to express your love. new to your blog, but liking what i see, will look around and be back for more.

Meher said...

I wish somebody sat me down and said these exact same words to me, there's nothing more I desire at this moment.
And its worse, 'cause I know it won't happen.
Still, thanks for penning it down.

Anonymous said...

-Good piece of information.

Disguise said...

I love you.

Hamsini said...

Well, its very "You".
Also, it looks like the universe has answered a earlier command. :)

Maryam A. said...

What Meher said.
I wish someone could tell me this too.


Well written! :)

Anonymous said...

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